~Devil~ gin

finally..
everything finished after this night..
we have graduate!!!

that night..
many memories..
many fun..
many laughter..
and of coz..
many tears..

as the MC of the night...
let me learn a lot of things..
de script we prepare..
have to combine with the presentation..
have to match with the atmosphere..
de students mood..
n most importantly we cant missed out de teacher n de VIP..

many ppl feel wierd y i take up de job as a MC
have to stand throughout de ceremony..
wearing heals..very painful for ur leg
no time to eat..
talk a lot..
no time mix with frens..
chat with them..

but i dont regret..
as i can learn many new things..
i can have de experience i'd never had..
as..when i leave my skul..
i dont think i can have a second chance for me...

well..
throughout de ceremony
i really gained a lot..
though our script is prepared earlier before
but we have to face some unforseen circumstances
for example
we cant know those VIP who attend tat night..
other thn their names..
we have to know their title..
contribution to our skul..
and that cant prepare earlier..
we have to learn to cope with it

furthermore, we have to control the time..
we have to make sure the ceremony is ended on time..
thn de whole ceremony is under controlled..
everything is new to me..
as i'd never being a mc before..
or control de whole ceremony..
this is a new challenge for me..
n i m glad that i can have de chance to try it..

thank god..
i've made it successfully..
i m pleased that de teacher in charge praised my english..
tatz de first time sumone said i speaks good english..
coz my family members always said i speak with a slang..
which is different from others..






2 MC for the night!!
couldnt inmagine we standing there n almost 8 cameras flashing towards us
haha







this one purposely took for sumone wan..
but didnt have de courage to send it..
haih










pic before the ceremony..
jia ying acting cool









de table gift
everybody wanna grab my doggie away..
cute rite??
purposely choose wan..(dun let others know)









fianlly captured jo with her smile..
forced her to smile.
haha










group photo after de ceremony..
few of us take the photo with red eyes..
as we just finished crying not long before it..
try to spot it^^

There’s Been a Death in the Opposite House

There’s been a death in the opposite house
As lately as today.
I know it by the numb look
Such houses have always.

The neighbors rustle in and out,
The doctor drives away.
A window opens like a pod,
Abrupt, mechanically;

Somebody flings a mattress out,-
The children hurried by;
They wonder if It died on that,-
I used to it when a boy.

The minister goes stiffly in
As if the house were his,
And he owned all the mourners now,
And little boys besides;

And then the milliner, and the man
Of the appealing trade,
To take the measure of the house.
There’ll be that dark parade

Of tassels and of coaches soon;
It’s easy as a sign,-
The intuition of the news
In just a country town.
~Emily Dickinson

yesterday, when i went to my granny house..
shocking to see my neighbor putting up the tent..
black n white tent..which represents a death in the house..
an idea runs through my mind..
wont be de hse owner..
mayb is their relatives borrowing their hse to do de ceremony..
but..when i ask my cousin..
my doubts being cleared..is him..

some wierd feeling went through me..
coz de relationship between us both houses oso not bad..
whenever i saw him..i called him uncle..thn he smiled at me..
all becomes memories..

since small..
saw him doing buisness..
carrying bricks..
until one time he felt sick..
his body weight keep on droping..
thn becoming thinnier n thinner..
become smaller n smaller size..
heard is kidney problem..

thn now..
he is away from us..

yesterday night..
we went to his hse
to pay de last respect to him..
his wife told me
he always praised me n my sis..
for being such obedient..

uncle..RIP

To realize
The value of a sister/brother
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple..

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
Who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane..

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident.

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.

You will treasure it even more when
You can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend or family member:

LOSE ONE.

Failed to camouflage myself today..
used to hide de real me in front of others..
ntg..
just dun wan to expose my weaknesses to others...

haih..
at first i tried to hide my tears..
from falling down..
but after answering de question..
my tears seems lost control..
rolled over my cheeks..

disappointed..
my EQ still not good enough to control my emotion..
i m still so emotional...

yesterday had a farewell party at aziz there..
though at there..
but not organised by aziz..

last week the guys said they wanna have a party..
but we thought they r kidding..
mana tahu..
they really bought a lot of food..
thx to yi jia n yn huai^^




many rite??
couldnt imagine we can finished it









yun huai summore brought poker cards to play..
thn always praised himself is 'dee shen'







later on we open rockey n play with it..
they use rockey to pray 'god' to get A+ in spm
haha









kiam playing with it too^^











ren yu smooking cigar..
de old type wan








me n jia jia
which yun huai dunno wanna do to her..
seems smth wierd between them^^











de rubbish..
taken by kiam







big group photo with aziz..
where is me??
de photographer..hehe







yun huai insists of giving a coke to aziz..
n wanna take a photo..
but actually is we cant finished de coke..^^






yesterday was de last day in aziz..
went there since form 2..
hmm..
many good memories there..
will miss it a lot...

just watch 星光大道..
saw a mixed blood guy...
Anthony..倪安東..
canadian...
he sings very nice..
his voice..yeng..
dunno how to describe him..

Our school - Union High School's graduation day held today..
31/10/2009
this is de first and last year i sit in de audience chair...
last year i sat in front of de piano..


de whole ceremony is just like previous years..
only tis year i have to sing de graduation song...insists of playing it...
oh ya...de decoration changes tis year..
coz previous years was done by mr goh..
n he now being transferred to other school..
so de deco changed












before de ceremony started, many of us started to take photos with our frens..
as we had a flower pin on our uniform - represent we r de graduates
















until...chee cheong fun went up n scolded us..
n ..S2 kena..
so everybody sit still in their seats..ut mouth still non-stop
to wait for de ceremony to start...


finally..after long waiting..de 'big big head' finally reached..
as usual..all de speeches started first..
thn de school report..first high skul, thn primary
ours boring..only got a few fren of mine appeared..
n me in de debate team appeared...


de more 'geng' wan was primary skul principal..
she didnt have any notes in her hand,
just read n explain from de slide show..
her speech was damn long...
n she talking non-stop..
saying how good was union primary..
which started de smart plan..
n she got de first role model principal..


later on is de prize giving session..
me need to make sure all of them was lined up accordingly..
though confirmed many times before de..
after tat..stay glued to my seat till my turn de go up stage..
one thing bad bout me is when i arrange de line for others,
i will eventually forget mine..
haih..
luckily today didnt go wrong^^


after de ceremony..
everybody seems went wrong..
rush everywhere to take photos
including me^^





me n jiun ling comparing ur certs..
of coz hers more thn mine

basketball group with de trophies







whole group of prefects











on the stage