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Our lives is composed greatly from dream, from the unconscious, and they must be brought into connection with action. They must be woven together.

令人敬佩的职业 - 战地医生

今天早上,在《学海》看到一篇文章,深深感动了我…

那是一篇关于战地医生的报道。

受访的是一名24岁的战地医生。
非常年轻又伟大的战地医生,值得敬佩的一个人。
我向你致敬!

战地的生活并不好过,每天睡的是帐篷,吃的是干粮,也没有一个安定的住所。
我觉得一个普通人都不愿意呆的地方,他竟然自愿去帮忙。
每天过着提心吊胆的日子,随时会性命不保。

他说,他现在虽然回到了马来西亚,但在哪儿训练出来的警觉心还没完全放下。有一次她在朋友的生日会上突然听到外面放鞭炮,第一个反应就是往桌子下钻。
晚上的时候都浅眠,一点小小的声音都会把他吵醒。
当遇到陌生人的时候,他会随时随地的观察对方,看看对方是不是有什么不良企图。

他曾有过与死神擦肩而过的经验。
那时候他在一辆车上,突然有一位士兵跑来韩永利的压下他的头。他吓傻了,以为那位士兵对他有什么不良企图。在那个时候,他看见汽车上有一个子弹孔,原来是那位士兵就了他一命!


听他述说他的故事,我也想起我小时候的梦想…

小时候,当我在电视上看见那些到非洲当自愿医疗队的医护人员时,就非常敬佩他们。
想长大后仿效他们,到自愿团体当义工。

现在,我觉得战地医生更值得我敬佩,应为他们在用他们的生命来救那些命在旦夕的人。
我记得他说过一句话,当战地医生要够狠,果断和灵敏。曾经有一位17岁的女孩被从高处掉下来的砖头砸伤,在毫无麻醉药的情况下,他叫别人抓着他的手脚,然后开始往他的头钻洞。他对记者说,那是很无奈的,虽然很痛,但这是唯一活命的方法啊!

当初,他的家人极力反对他的做法。但他还是坚持己念,往那伟大的路迈进。
他说在出发前,他已把自己的遗书写好了。

我吓倒了!他会这么做是在为自己做最坏的打算。我…做不到…

有一阵子,我曾出现过像要放弃我那小时候的梦想。
但读完那篇文章,我才觉得自己有多么的自私。
只想到自己,而没想到那些需要帮助的人们。
我决定了!我要朝自己的梦想迈进,虽然不知道能成功与否,但至少我努力过。=)


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Hong Kong University Taster Days III

Third day - 9th June


We had arts workshop today. We are separated into 3 different groups and places into three different lecture hall. We learnt 3 different language which is Korean, Japanese and German.

Go-ma-wo-yo, arigato gozaimasu, danke.
(Thank you in 3 languages)

Later on we have a lecture on linguistic workshop which now only I know there are more than 6000 language in the whole world and the biggest language in the world is not English but Chinese because they have the highest people to lecturers ratio.

After that is the philosophy workshop which made us think what is happiness and meaning of life.
If there are a machine that can brings you to the future, will you try on it?
What is happiness?
Try to think about it. =)

Afternoon session we went to visit St. Pauls Co-ed College. They had a music performance for us. Quite nice and enjoying, especially the choir and the clarinet. Later on the students from the college lead us for a heritage walk along Hong Kong park. Our group have Cynthia leading us, a sweet girl. =) We visited the visual arts museum, bird park and the Olympic square.

"There Is Music"

Cynthia with her nice cheongsam school uniform
After the leisure walk, we said farewell to the new-made friends from the college and went up our coach back to global lounge for our farewell activities. 

The committee wants us to decorate a birthday card for HKU as HKU is approaching 100 years and they will organise a grand event to celebrate its birthday. One of the condition is we have to go through few stations to obtain the materials for the birthday card. They divide the materials we need into 5 different stations, which is paper, writing materials, cutting materials, adhesion and extra materials. These 5 stations were located in 5 different places and we were given a map to find out where they are. To obtain good materials for your group, you have to fast as the materials are 'first come first served' based.

After discussing, we decided to went up Swire Hall first to obtain our writing materials as I think not much people will go there. As expected, we were the first group to reach there. We were asked to identify 25 the important things, people or building in the specific country around the world. Khai Liang was the only one that keep answering throughout the session. Amazingly, we complete the task within 5 minute and we successfully chose the writing materials we want.

Next, we ran to Main Library there to ask for our adhesion materials. At that station, we were ask to explain out the phrases about green environment without saying our the words for out team mates to guess. Thirdly,  we went to Shaw buildings to obtain our cutting materials. In that station, we have to arranged out the location of hostel of HKU on the map. We did it in a short period as there were explanation given and we did some cheats too. XD

After that we went to the paper station to get some paper. We have to learn an African Dance before we can get our paper. The dance is mostly based on the sound of clapping. It has to be fast and the timing have to be very accurate. It was fun to learn it.

We was the last group to reach the last station for the extra materials. The task there is to identify the national flags of different countries and  say 'Thank You' using their countries' national language. The last thing we got from there was a smiley cop.

Overall, the materials we got can be considered not bad. The paper is just sufficient for us, we got glue, scissors and marker pens. The only thing we lack of is pencil. Therefore, we exchanged out marker with a pencil which enable us to draw.

We were very satisfied on our final product as it was really nice. We had a buffet dinner in between the preparation time and some of us just ate a little as we were busy decorating the card.

Ta Da!!

~THIRD DAY ENDS~


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Hong Kong University Taster Days II

Second Day - 8th June

Gathered at Bay View Restaurant for breakfast at 8am. Had a Chinese dim sum as breakfast. That was the yummy-est dim sum I had ever tried in HK for the three days.


Later on we went on our coach to the site engineering. I was arranged to white group which is under the civil engineering part. We went to visit the site for the sewage treatment along Victoria Harbour. From there I know how the sewage was treated before they were released to the sea - chlorination and dechlorination.
While walking through the factory, we were asked to put on the safety equipments which made me very uncomfortable.

Group photo with civil engineering professor and the speaker 

Nice rainbow shown from the reflection of light

Water are sprayed on top of the sewage to cover the smell. The smell caused by ammonia will condensed to ammonium thus the smell will gone off. Such a brilliant idea! 

After lunch, we got some free time before our engineering workshop started. Thus, Ken and Cissy brought us to go around HKU campus again. We went in Stephen Hui Geological Museum and saw many collection of minerals, rocks and fossils. The natural colour of the minerals has made me impressed.

Later on they brought us to the Main Building of HKU, which has a 100 years of history. The air flow there is not as good as other campus. You can feel the old type of university when you walk around the old main building. 
Cissy, a nice staff which accompany us to have a walk around the campus
Ken, a nice and good looking guy which currently studying in faculty of Education in HKU.

During the engineering workshop, we were asked to build a spaghetti bridge with uncooked spaghetti. We have to consider the weight of the spaghetti and the weight that the bridge can support. Those with the highest ratio of weight exerted to the weight of the bridge is the winner of this project. 
Sample given to us.
 It is not as easy as it is to build the spaghetti bridge. The spaghetti has to be glued really parallel to each other in order to make it tough, and the glue provided is very very sticky and will stick your hand in a short period if you did not realise its existence. 

At last, we have completed our spaghetti bridge. it weighed 39.1g and it can support 700g of weight, with a ratio of 17.1. *Applause!!* 
Testing the strength of the bridge.

Evening, we went to Tsim Sha Tsui for sight seeing and free activities. However, after watching the light symphony in TST, we detour to Mong Kok instead of staying in TST. One of the condition is we have to be back to the hostel before 12am, a nice and reasonable condition. =) The light symphony in TST was really great with the lights and sound effect. Khai Liang brought us to the most strategic place to enjoy the show. Great thanks to him. Mong Kok was really same as what I have seen in the TVB dramas, with all the neon sign along the streets. We walk along the ladies market and did some shopping there. Not really many cheap things we can get there. Its just like Malaysia's pasar malam. 



Bruce Lee!!



~DAY TWO ENDED~

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Hong Kong University Taster Days I

Went to Hong Kong University for 4 days 3 nights taster days programme. This programme actually is planned for overseas students to know HKU better and to promote them to study in the university in the future. They have invited the top 25 schools in over 10 countries to join this programme.

HKU invited our school to send 3 students there to join this programme. Our teachers open this opportunity to the top 20 from each stream. Those who eligible can write their names and prepare for the interview. I was lucky to be chosen to this programme as I was the last candidate to be chosen from the list. Yvonne Yew and Khai Liang joined me in this tour to HK.

The fee of this programme is fully sponsored by HKU including food and logging. We will only have to food the bill of our air ticket. Furthermore, there will be a fixed allowance of HKD1500 given to us to cover our spendings on our air ticket. Therefore, we do not spend much on this trip actually.


First day - 7th June
Went to airport early in the morning to catch the earliest plane to Hong Kong. We took Cathay Pacific to HK as we got the promo price. Thanks to Steven koko for helping me getting such a cheap fare. Love the breakfast provided by cathay. It was yummy, just they have to prepare more tomato sauce for me will do. =)

CX 692


On the plane
Off we go!!!!

Reached there at around 11.30am. Meet Josephine in front of Burger King for the coach to HKU. We strolled in HKIA as we still have around 1 and half hour free time before the second coach reached for us. HKIA is really big compared to Penang International Airport. We even have to take the express train inside the airport to collect our luggage.



 Along the way to the university, I saw the difference in the city comparing HK and Penang. In penang, we saw many trees while in HK are mainly tall buildings. We passed by the Tsing Ma bridge and the container terminal which Jackie Chan's action movie like to shot there. Some roads in HK have only 2 lanes which can be said similar to the lorong in Penang. =)


Finally, we managed to reach HKU. The coach first drop us to Wei Lun Hall, which is our hostel for the whole programme. Frankly, the room for us can be considered not bad already. A twin sharing room with air conditioned, bathroom with hot water supplied, a common room with a water cooler and refrigerator.

My room-mate is not Yvonne as expected, the organiser wish to separate us from the same school and knew other participants as well. I was arranged to be in the same room as Rachel,  a girl from Johor currently studying in Taylor's, Subang. She is a nice and friendly girl. Its nice to be her room-mate.

The first group activity was the orienteering activities. We have to solve 20 questions about HKU by running the whole campus. Phew, tiring and I can say that its not very fun at all. Maybe we do not know the place very well. Overall, we got the 5th place. Not bad de right? Actually there was only 8 groups in this programme. Haha. As the penalty, our group have to perform during the welcoming dinner later.

We had our dinner in Joseph's Restaurant. It served us western food. The food there quite nice just the magician which perform for us a little bit... However, it is considered good as he is still a beginner. A plus for him for his courageous to perform on top of the stage.

Our incomplete group photo taken after the dinner.

~FIRST DAY ENDS~



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Holiday Part II

2ND JUNE


Went out early in the morning for sunrise in QE II. Amazing and beautiful. Feel that I really like to watch sunrise. You can feel how the sky changes from night to day, how the ray of the sun break the darkness of the sky.


After tat  we went to gurney for the Panda 2. Nice and touching =). Like baby Po a lot..its very cute!


Lunch in Sakae and later tuition until 9.30. Very tired when i reached home. Straight go bed although tomorrow's luggage havent pack yet.




3RD - 5TH JUNE
Woke up early in the morning. After having breakfast with mum and dad, I went to Chung Hwa for a three days two night camp. Participated in this camp for 4 years already. Still like to work with this big warm family.  Love them a lot!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=10150194883737923&oid=214558385243609&comments&set=t.689894140&type=1

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Holiday!

27TH MAY
Ok. My holiday started on 27th afternoon and since that day, the only thing that I remembered was play play and play.


After the exam, we had the international meeting. When others is discussing the job they had done with their respective teachers, I was doing nothing because my teacher was absent. After sitting there for about 3 hours, finally I get to go home. 


Rest a while at home then I have another meeting to go during the evening. Feel didnt contribute much on the youth camp as examination and tuition take up most of my time, clashing with the meeting time thus I didnt not involve much on this year camp unlike last year. 

As usual, we go through the programme first and i was assigned to do the sharing part. I was not good in sharing, how could I be in-charged in this section? But nevermind, there are a lot of experts there to help me, think they will cover me when I say something wrong^^. Its a new challenge for me!

After discussing, we started to practice the hand language for the camp song. Its a new thing added during committe's meeting that we can have fun after the long stressful meeting. For the ending of our meeting,
LiFong brought us her birthday cake and wine. The grape wine was best!!



28TH MAY
Went to Muka Head and the light house on saturday. Because lack of some training, I cramped my leg when I reached the light house. This was the first time I tasted the 'cramp' feeling, but its worthwhile when you see the beautiful scenery from the top of the world.


In the evening, we just stroll around, chatting and playing with my frens. Luckily I got one of my favourite shot of the day. 


29TH MAY
Sunday I went to work because there too many teacher on-leave in Maths Monkey during the weekend (including me) and I have to replace their class since I have nothing to do on that day. The children there are really sooo CUTE yet NAUGHTY, but still I like to play around with them  =)

30TH MAY
Monday was the only day I stayed at home. Nothing much to do at home other thn help granny prepare the ingredients for the Bak Chang which is the chinese dumplings and wash the bamboo leaves which she used to wrap the ingrediants. Muscle still hurts, maybe too much lactic acid is produced utill it cant oxidise completely yet.

31ST MAY
Went bowling on tuesday. Played 5 game non stop. Lost my ability to play curve ball but more to straight ball now. (Acctually last time can play curve ball its because my wrong hand position). Went My Oasis in prangin to have lunch. the western food there quite nice. We ordered a set which include mushroom soup, garlic bread, drinks and ice cream. The price is quite resonable too. =)
nice pose!

1ST JUNE
Wednesday. After Biology tuition, I was supposed to go Gurney with Sf for Panda2. Mana tahu, we made a spontaneous decision and we drove to Penang Hill. Last trip went there was the mountain climbing competition which almost kill me. And I didnt tried the new train before..bla bla bla reasons and finally we reached the top. Its quite funny as we reached there at about 5.15 and we have to come down before 7 because it was the last train. Ate the ice kacang there. Not so nice as it thinks. and its very expensive. 
Took a few photo there with the nice scenery and realised there are not much things to play other than the scenery. Haih.


Going for another sunrise watching tomorrow morning. Scolded by mum for being so crazy. My holiday is so full till i have to time to study! haha...its just my excuse for being lazy. =)


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考完了!


终于,放假了…
这次的考试,坦白说我做得并不好,尤其是数学。
整张试卷完全都不知道我在做什么…

好想哭,哭诉自己的懒惰,哭诉自己的懦弱…
是否,是时候我去补数学?
说真的,我真的很想靠我自己的力量去应付STPM的数学。
不过,我能吗?

假期,虽然有两个星期,但对我来说,好像是不够用…
我好想出去玩啊!! 

这个假期,我要做好多好多东西,
去海边,看日出,去生活营,然后就是香港。

假期后,又要开始烦恼
Ah Sim 的 (2 + 2)X 2 ,还有 Ah Huat 哥的Bio…
全都要靠自己读…
谁能大发慈悲教教我呢?=)

*看来就是你了,你猜得到吗?
Hehe…
你逃不掉了!!
哈哈,不过放心,我会请你吃一顿的 ^^

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拜拜了,篮球比赛

昨天,我参加了学校 Inter-Stream 迷你运动会中的女子篮球比赛。这是我这么多年以来,参加的第四场比赛。这也应该是我参加的最后一场球赛。老实说,我并不喜欢参加比赛,比赛的压迫感让我很不舒服。我参加篮球队,学习篮球,纯粹是我的兴趣。


很多人都认为我曾参加篮球队,篮球也一定很厉害,实际上我并不是。

我欣赏会打篮球的人,享受他们打球时的认真与魄力。学过篮球技巧让我更了解及投入观赏篮球赛事时的刺激。

篮球的魅力,让我永远都无法舍弃。我喜欢篮球,欣赏篮球,并不代表我很会打篮球。

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我终于想通了

那天收拾自己的房间,发觉原来你送给我的每一样东西,甚至是一张有你的字迹的纸,我都还留着。


一直以来,我不断地告诉自己说想要找一个对我很好的人。但我不曾发觉原来由始至终对我最好的那个人早已出现在我身旁,一直守侯着我。我说过的每一句话,你都记在心里头。我无意间对你说我喜欢有花心思的礼物,因为我每送一样东西都有它自己的意义。从此,你送给我的每一份礼物,都是你自己亲手制作,甚至是存放礼物的盒子,都是你自己一手一脚制作的。

我曾说过,我害怕你的对我的好,会变成一种依赖,一种习惯。其实,它早已偷偷成了我的一种习惯。我已习惯你对我的关心,对我的好,像这是一个理所当然的事,而我也仿佛离不开它了。

”我一直想找到自己心目中的那一份感觉,
但始终找不到。
是不是因为那份感觉早已埋葬在我心底了呢?
还是到现在我还没经历到?
或许有等到失去了才会珍惜吧……“

这是我一直以来的疑问……

而现在我已有了决定。既然找不到,就自己创造!


仔细想想,我们虽然认识了五年,但真正相处过的日子屈指可数。我们一路来度过的是远距离的关系,见面相处的时候情况又会不一样了。这样的问题,我们能解决吗?


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A Nice Song from A Nice Movie


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我不配得假期?因为我浪费了它

上中六的好处是你还可以看着日历上黄色的日期期待着假期的到来。

短暂的假期就这么晃过去了,回想起过去的一星期,自己好像什么也没做到。
原本可以在这个假期到云顶高原享受凉爽的气候,但因必须出席St John 的 First Aid Course,
我错过了这个机会。First Aid Course, 总个来说就是坐在那里16个小时,就只为了那50题15分钟内可以做完的考卷。但因为如此,我的父母把计划延迟一星期。也就是说,今天家里只剩我和妹妹。高兴的是,我终于有车可以用; 条件是必须当妹妹的司机。

整个假期,不是忙着补习,就是整天躺在沙发上动弹不得。可能是我假期前把我自己逼得太紧,又没好好照顾身体吧。虽然某人整天提醒我要多喝水,但对不起,我为了不让你担心而骗了你。

考试后,原本以为能够好好休息,但老师的手脚就是那么的快,硬硬要在假期前让我们知道成绩。考试前的压力、考试时的紧张、考试后的沮丧再加上紧迫的课程所累积的疲惫终于在假期时爆发了。它的威力不输于日本8.9极的大地震,因为它让我足足一个星期都在受苦,忙着包云吞。

或许没有假期的话,我就不会生病了把?因为“假期”这个字眼让我大脑的潜意识放松,immune system 也随着降落,才会造成这样的地步吧?

*阿肥终于还给了SPCA…虽然只相处短短的一个月,但回到家时总期望会看到那顽皮的家伙摇着尾巴欢迎你回来,而现在那小小的倩影已不在了。那天看到Dexter 的热情顿时让我想起了它,因为阿肥它也很乖,很热情。

阿肥,我想你了……

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思念

终于,我明白了想念一个人的滋味……

我想你了……

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送给你的礼物 =)

白色情人节快乐!







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压力并不是一种动力

我并不是像你们想像中的那么好

这个称赞,我承受不起


你们口中的称赞,
对于我却是一种压力……

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Life is no fun without friends!

cid:1.3109496782@web52707.mail.re2.yahoo.comYour Heart is your Love, 
 
Your love is your Family  ,
 

Your   family is your Future ,
 

Your future is your Destiny ,
 

Your destiny is your Ambition,
 

Your ambition is your Aspiration , 
 

Your aspiration is your Motivation , 
 

Your motivation is your Belief
 

Your belief is your Peace ,
 

Your peace is your Joy ,
 

Your Joy is your Friends,
 

Life is no fun without FRIENDS cid:1.3109496782@web52707.mail.re2.yahoo.com

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说得很贴切

水瓶座

几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心的记忆,一个永远无法忘记的背影。

那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦,或只是一种单恋,或只是存在于虚幻空间。
一切看起来是那么平静,那么和谐。
没有惊天动地,没有海誓山盟,没有花前月下,没有浪漫,没有誓言,没有温度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠,注定了任何感情永无燃点。

水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高,其实并非这样,水瓶座注重的是感觉。只是那么轻描淡写的一眼,那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力,从此目光便无法转移。
用一秒钟爱上一个人,然后再付出一生去忘记,水瓶座就是这样的试验品。
但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情,因为他们一向自视清高,承认爱上一个人这种事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。

更多的时候是因为,连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝,迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉,不清楚自己想做什么,觉得迷惘。
在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯,觉得爱情是两厢情愿,不想勉强对方。
显得很被动,忽冷忽热,犹豫不决,极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前,决不轻易付出感情,因为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感,也许是对自己的保护,也可以算作是一种自私。
一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长时间的考察的,不仅仅是几年,而是十几年。一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的,会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。

在公车上,街边,商场,水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中,始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影,直到产生幻觉。
这一刻,水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕,因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人,失去了理智,失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉,很恐惧,很无助。

水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子,不想别人看见自己的悲伤,那样会有不安全的感觉,总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。

尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎,看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去,没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求,水瓶座统统照单全收、精心尽力,绝对不会有半个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶,脸上还装酷无表情,整个死要面子活受罪。

这种情况下,如果对方使点阴谋诡计,刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见,电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等,水瓶会给整疯了,开始会想是什么自己地方做错了,说错话了,然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。不用多,碰壁两次,水瓶座就会有自知之明了,不会再去想是为什么会这样,也不想知道了。心里会想,原来是对方讨厌自己,不想见到自己。然后就是绝对的安静了。

这还没完,过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度,水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问,殷勤依旧,完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起,过去不重要,未来也不重要,面子不重要,金钱不重要,时间不重要,自己也不重要。

天平失衡,感情重重的压在心底,自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方,迷失了自我,幸福也变得虚无。
自己都不爱,谁还会珍惜。

水瓶座一旦付出,便是彻底,不可收回。感情投入的越多越是伤的重。
最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过,只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力,把自己想得太坚强,而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道,受伤的其实是自己,只是不知道如何表现出来。

爱,这个字对水瓶座来说,太沉重珍贵了,无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口,犹如远古的文物,被发掘出土,暴露于空气中,变得面目全非,失去本来的价值。
所以,不轻易说。

只需一次,水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽,只因执著,便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心,穿了一个洞,再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬子,把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平,不再割人。每当寒风吹过,犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声,似挽歌。

只需一次,水瓶座便不再幻想,于是狠狠将自己摔碎,拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆,怕熔了那个远远的背影,怕熔了自己千年的期盼。

之后,水瓶座依然谈笑风生,依然开朗豁达,继续着一段接一段的新感情,重复着一切,因为无法承受寂寞。

人们都说水瓶花心,见一个爱一个,水瓶座会哈哈一笑,说“哪有?冤啊!”。其实心里在滴着血,脸上却笑的灿烂,安慰自己“我是谁啊!哪会那么弱呢!”


当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时,请千万不要被迷惑,水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐,同样的,也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时,喜欢带上快乐的面具,而当水瓶快乐时,悲伤又不肯轻易放过。如此的义无反顾,是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定,谁才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。

星相上说,水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想,是为什么呢?也许答案就在心中,只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。

水瓶座除了需要一个深爱自己包容一切的人以外,还需要一个心理医生。这话有道理,希望所有的看到此文的水瓶座兄弟姐妹们不要捶我。

这就是水瓶座可笑却笑不出的悲哀。









 今年的情人节,我收到了他的礼物。



由于一些时间上的问题,这份礼物未能在2月14日当天到我手上,令他有些失望。
然而,却阴差阳错在2 月17日元宵节,也就是华人的情人节到我手上。


 对于他,很多人都骂我傻,说我为什么不会珍惜一个这么好的男人。
像他这么好又长情的男人能去哪儿找呢 ?

我一直想找到自己心目中的那一份感觉,
但始终找不到。
是不是因为那份感觉早已埋葬在我心底了呢?
还是到现在我还没经历到?
或许有等到失去了才会珍惜吧……

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Happy Chinese New Year!

hmm..wat have i did for this chinese new year?
i dont really feel the cny mood for this year
mayb its bcoz it arrived too fast de..

de only time i feel tat cny is coming is when we decotared our classroom.
yes, bcoz form sixth block in our skul is considered an isolated block,
so when all de classes decorated for cny,
we can feel de new year mood in our skul..
everywhere is RED in colour..
ang pou etc..

this was done by cheat..its so nice rite??

pics during CNY
abalone bought by zhen koko from aussie=)

ice kacang from kayu..dosent taste so nice

took in qb during first day of cny

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生日快乐!

星期五,一班朋友在学校为我庆祝我十九岁的生日。
我真的很感动,也很惊讶,
因为我没想到,他们会那么用心为我庆祝。
谢谢你们。

从小,我的生日只有跟家人一起度过,
而今年,有这么一大班的人陪我庆祝,
我真的好高兴哦!

为了我,
他们可真的是费尽心思。
甚至还到我喜欢的那间店买了我最爱吃的 Cheese Cake 给我

上面除了有个小状元,还有两本书,各写着“金榜题名、名列前茅”
其实,当时的我并没有想到他们会这么做,
最多也只有送一张贺卡罢了……


然而,在前几天,Yvonne苦苦哀求我星期五先到他家去才去补习,
因为Melissa 跟她回家,三个人一起才会开心。
原本我不想跟去,因为我有好多东西拿,
我也可以跟怡好的车去补习。
Yvonne只好利用她阿姨当借口骗我到他家去。
在当天,他告诉我说他有开会在食堂,要求我等他一下才一起回家。

放学后,我们疯狂的向大家恭贺新年,还坐了春壹的车到食堂去,
特别的地方是,我们做的并不是前座,而是后面载货物的地方。
哈哈

先拍一张大合照

到达食堂后,他们借故要我陪他们去买东西,然后……
他们突然捧出蛋糕一边为我唱生日歌,一边为我祝贺。
我实在太感动了!! 那蛋糕太漂亮了!!
即使跟家人庆祝,我的蛋糕上面最多也只有生日快乐四个字,
现在还有公仔,草莓等装饰品,真的很漂亮。

无可避免,生日的人一定要给大家玩,
他们先把蜡烛推倒很深,要我咬出,然后……
就把我推下去了

蛋糕也成了这个模样
对于你们,除了谢谢,还是谢谢……
谢谢你们的陪伴,
让我的中六生活不会乏闷,
因为有你们,我不后悔进钟灵。
谢谢你们让我体会到原来朋友也可以有像家人的感觉。



谢谢你们,我的朋友,我的家人!♥♥

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